He saw her first time in junior college canteen.
A dash of kajal in her dreamy watery eyes and a pure childish smile contrasting her dark lipstick made him instantly fall for her.
He decided to ask her out. Went all the way home rehearsing the same. But as he opened the doors, he saw his mother somewhere lost under loads of laundry, her old eyes fixed to the tailoring machine, trying to cope up with needs of family!
There he realized this all chasing, dates & love was merely a game, made only for the rich!
“She's checking you out!” they said.
“Go get her!”, they said.
Meekly smiling, he once again managed to hide his suffocation.
Once again he mumbled himself from crying out his true sexuality.
For deep inside he knew, neither this society and nor his friends would accept his truth of being homosexual!
“She's perfect! She's here already!”, men whispered.
Seeing her enter the cubicle, draped in expensive sarees, smelling like freshly showered daffodils, most men lost their calm.
Seeing her walk through, glancing every inch of her through their files became a routine for them.
But only he sat back, smiling hopelessly at them, focusing on his work.
For only he knew her true face under the layers of those lavish cosmetics.
Seeing her thrashing & abusing the oldest of peon, who accidentally spilled some coffee on her table, suddenly made her so much less attractive for him!
Why some guys don't chase girls?
They're struggling through past, worried about future or perhaps unsure about their existence!
Don't wait for them to turn up.

Talk to them, hold them tightly, cry with them, help them put their broken pieces back together.
For sometimes, the most broken men can make the most desirable partners!
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